I got a nice dream last night.

Though it is a nice dream, it bothers me a lot.

It bothers me because ,as people say that what happens in your dream is the opposite of what will happen in reality.

Though I am in the midst of discerning of what choice would I choose…

The dream does not help instead made it even worst!

At first I don’t care how many FB friends I do have until that one day…

That ONE DAY

There is this person who used to be a good friend of mine both in social media as well as in person. But due to personal reasons (to be revealed on some other time), we parted ways slowly and in small paces. Though we are not that good friends any more I tend to visit this person FB wall accidentally because of number of reasons such as common friend activities and events announcements and unintentional comments to each other. This kind of thing happen for a couple of months and weeks until the day I officially created a huge divide between us (story will be posted some other time).

The huge divide

After days or even weeks of the huge divide, I tend to search this person name on  my friend list because I need to ask something. In my surprise, I found out that this person is not on my friend list anymore. I am totally shocked that this person has the guts to unfriend me. It feels like I am dumped….

Dumped? like a relationship?

Yet this mixed emotions conquered my feelings, I still held up myself… Like a man being dumped by the girl he likes. He stands up, chin up and proud while he passed by the girl who dumped him. 

Today?

It has been months that this person unfriended me. Don’t get me wrong, but I am not waiting for this person to friend me again or I am bitter for what this person have done. I am just telling that like in real life, you will met a person who will become your friend and after a period of time will unfriended you without your knowledge and beyond your imagination.

Who is he??? Fast Facts.

Though it is a real name of a person, Cyrano de bergerac is play written by Edmond Ronstand in 1897. It is a story of a man naming Cyrano who fell in love into a girl naming Roxanne. Unfortunately this Roxanne was not interested to Cyrano in any way but interested into a dream man naming Christian. Though Cyrano really like this Roxanne, he offers his help to Christian so that Christian will win Roxanne’s heart.

Where do you got this? 

I’ve downloaded a SoKor Movie naming Cyrano Agency. I am little bit interested to the title knowing that the main characters name are not anywhere near Cyrano. I though Cyrano is one of the main character’s name so that it is why it is entitled Cyrano Agency.

Though Cyrano’s name was no where to be found on the main characters’ name, One of the main characters story is same like Cyrano de Bergerac. Helping a person to win the hearts of the girl she once loved.

Sapul ka nanaman?

Actually at the beginning of the story, I felt that this movie will not touch me because I can’t relate to it. But later on, I realize that in one instance in my life, I helped a friend to win the girls heart… A girl that I once liked…

I don’t wan’t to spoil anything that is beyond others knowing but to make the long story short… Yeah, I helped him in my little way and at the end letting go of my feelings for this girl just for a friend whom I think is better for her and she ever wanted to. The good thing is that the two of them doesn’t know that I helped. Hehe…

Recommendations

SoKor movie Cyrano Agency…

Staging…

Months ago I promised myself that after my 670 hours of ojt, I will divulge again myself to watching koreanovelas and korean movies but due to no internet connection I haven’t done that…. UNTIL NOW.

So as an opening salvo to this promise of mine, I downloaded torrents of koreanovelas suggested to me by my friend josah and some korean movies that I randomly searched and dowloaded.

One of the two movies I’ve successfully downloaded is  ”Finding Mr. Destiny”. Though because this is not a movie review but instead MY BLOG, then I won’t spoil any detailed details of the plot of the story.

Cheesy Line? AGAIN!

“The first love doesn’t necessarily have to be the first person.”

This is a line written on the board by the main actor’s brother-in-law during the main actor’s emo scenes. The line caught me immediately, in a sense that I drag again the moving bar to rewind again the specific line of the scene. Then it came to my senses the logic behind as I search for the true meaning and application of this line in my life.

Personal Experience - relate

Honestly first love is a word that I think that I haven’t experience yet, or happened too fast that I haven’t recollect it is my first time to fell in love. Yes, it is kinda poor thing for me. It is hardly understandable to me not to understand the saying such as ” First love never dies”. Though I haven’t understand it, I do understand the person who experience this first love, hoped for it, and then after having it, hoped it never happens. -bitter.

There are many people who are too loyal to this first love. Even trying to hold on into a torn relationship just because “he/she is my first love”. This movie, “Finding Mr. Destiny” and this line ”The first love doesn’t  necessarily have to be the first person” makes me realize that this “first love” is not about the person but the love. 

Does it make sense? We always see first love as the person seldom as the LOVE we once had or already have (for those who are in love and with their first loves). 

ouch! tagos!

The line kinda make us move forward for those who are suffering with their first loves. It is somehow a consolidation of the bitterness. It is somehow help us to understand that she/he is nothing to hold on to, to move forward and not be dragged to agony again of this first love. 

advise yourself!

My advise is, at the end of the day, I doesn’t matter who is the one who got you first but instead the one who got you last.

ok! I just remember that I promised myself that the moment we have an decent internet connection on our house I will start micro blogging again…

It is almost 2 weeks since we’ve lost our internet connection due to poor signal of our smart bro (with canopy) connection. Two weeks I am disconnected to my cyber life and got a very limited dose of it during our OJT at a certain IT company at Mandaluyong.

So from the past two weeks, what the heavens happen to me…. hmmm A LOT!

I wanna to tell and share many stories regarding the different aspects of my life such as my experiences at my ojt site, stories and updates from our school, the state and moods of my mind during certain time or period at that more or less two weeks… And I promise also to include pictures that would stimulate your mind and at least have a little glimpse of my stories.

Hope to be in touched with you guys on my following stories and blogs…

Deo Gratias!